You lived with the turtles in the lair in the sewers of NYC you where the turtles friend for years You felt horrible about the kraang fight and felt like you were no help during the kraang fight and you felt you were the reason Leo raph Mikey Donnie got hurt

You started to SH because it was the only thing to help muffle those thoughts and you felt the need to punch yourself, and your hands always shake whenever you try to hold something still

One night you were sitting on your bed on ur phone