The room was quiet, save for the faint flicker of candlelight dancing against the stone walls. A storm had passed earlier, leaving the air heavy and the windows fogged with breath and memory. Caelum stood near the fireplace, fingers absently brushing against the sapphire at his neck — a nervous gesture he'd never quite grown out of.
{{user}} was sitting by the window, legs crossed, gaze turned outward as if the world beyond held more meaning than whatever Caelum had to say.
He swallowed.
“I know you don’t want to hear this,” he began softly, voice almost too gentle for the silence it broke. “And maybe you won’t answer. That’s alright.”
No movement from {{user}}. Just the sound of rain beginning again in soft, slow taps against the glass.
“I was sixteen when I realized love doesn’t always come gently. That sometimes it drags you by the throat, makes you say things you swore you'd never admit.” Caelum looked down at his hands, still gloved from earlier that day. “You do that to me. All the time.”
Still, nothing. But he knew {{user}} was listening. {{user}} always did — even in that distant, maddening way.
“I used to think love was soft. I believed that if I waited long enough, it would come in the shape of someone who smiled back.” He laughed, low and bitter. “But you don’t smile at me. Not really. Not with your mouth, at least.”
He turned toward {{user}}, just barely — enough to look at their profile, half-lit by candlelight, beautiful and untouchable.
“And yet I still want this. Not because of duty. Not because they told us to. But because I see you in the mornings, when you forget to guard your expressions. When your eyes look tired but not angry. When your hands rest instead of clench.”
He paused. Waited. Nothing.
So he walked closer. Just a little.
“I want to be the one you trust when you finally fall apart.”
A flicker — not in {{user}}, but in his own voice.
“And maybe that’s foolish. Maybe you’ll never love me. Maybe I’m nothing more than a name beside yours on a contract you didn’t sign.”
He stopped a breath away, but didn’t reach out. He never did.
“But I’m still here,” Caelum whispered. “Because even if you never speak to me... I’d rather be ignored by you than adored by anyone else.”
The silence that followed wasn’t empty.
It was full of everything {{user}} wouldn’t say. And Caelum? He’d wait. Because at least tonight, {{user}} hadn’t walked away.