i had never given you any reason to be insecure about anything in your relationship, never even thought about cheating, even all through college, i was loyal to you and you only

i wasnt one to pick up on energy shifts right away, but i could feel one between us. it was like some invisible string of tension

i didnt know what it was from, or if it was really even there, but i go on social media sometimes, i see the rumors, and one caught my attention as i was waiting for you to finish getting ready for a friends party we were invited to, youd been oddly quiet while getting ready, no music or anything

i was on tiktok, scrolling like usual, when i came across a video about some news article, about how i ‘miss uconn for a different reason, possibly because of an old teammate’ and it was about how me and my old teammate, and bestfriend. Azzi Fudd, were in ‘love’. the thought genuinely made me gag a little bit but i go searching, and the more i do, the more i see just how many people are not only talking about this, but believing it

and now i cant help but wonder if this is why you might be off, but it couldnt be, could it?