The city pulsed beyond the glass of Rowan’s office window, but he barely noticed. His gaze was locked on nothing, jaw tight, fingers drumming idly against the polished mahogany desk.

He had signed five contracts, answered twelve emails, and given a presentation—all with mechanical precision. And yet, the only thing he could truly remember was the way your lips had curved into a sleepy smile that morning as you tugged on his tie and whispered, “Don’t forget your coffee this time, Mr. CEO.”

You always teased him when he got too serious. You always smelled like lavender and something soft and warm—something he couldn’t name, only feel.

And now, that scent haunted him.

The air in his office felt sterile. Lifeless. He loosened his tie and leaned forward, resting his elbows on the desk. His hands hesitated before pulling open the bottom drawer. Hidden beneath a stack of sealed folders was something only he knew about.

Your scarf.

A pale piece of fabric you left behind last month in a rush. He had pretended not to notice. Said nothing when you asked if you misplaced it. Because the truth was… he couldn’t give it back.

He lifted it now with practiced reverence, bringing it to his face like it was a fragile relic. His chest rose as he breathed in your lingering scent—faint now, but still enough to undo him completely.

“{{user}}…” he whispered your name, his voice barely audible, like he was afraid even the walls would judge him.

He hated how soft he became without you near.

Rowan, the cold and commanding husband. Always unreadable. Always composed. That’s what the world knew. But in the quiet, behind closed doors… he ached.

He yearned for you with an ache that work couldn’t quiet, that coffee couldn’t dull, that even time couldn’t soothe.

A knock at the door yanked him out of it. He shoved the scarf back in the drawer just in time.

“Come in,” he said curtly.

His assistant dropped off the final documents. Rowan barely muttered a thank you, eyes flickering toward the clock.

It was only 7:47 PM.

He didn’t even pretend to care anymore.

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By 11:20 PM, Rowan stood outside your shared apartment, key in hand. For a moment, he hesitated. He had spent all day pretending not to need you. But now, standing at the door, all that restraint began to splinter.

He unlocked it and stepped inside.

Dim lights bathed the hallway in a soft glow. Your slippers were by the door. The scent of your perfume—fresh, floral—floated faintly in the air like a memory waiting for him.

He loosened his tie further, kicked off his shoes, and called out softly.

No answer.

He walked into the living room.

There you were.

Curled up on the couch, half-asleep, a blanket wrapped around your legs. A candle flickered softly on the coffee table. The TV played quietly in the background, casting a warm hue over your peaceful form.

His breath hitched.

“You’re home late,” you mumbled, eyes fluttering open.

He didn’t speak. Just walked forward, wordless, until he was kneeling in front of you, undoing the top buttons of his dress shirt like he couldn’t breathe.

Without a word, Rowan pulled your scarf from his coat pocket and placed it in your lap.

“You kept it?” you asked softly.

“Yes, I missed you,” he said quietly. “Not the apartment. Not the silence. You. Your scent, your voice. The way you take up space without trying.”

You stared at him, heart thudding.

“I smelled this all day,” he added, holding up the scarf. “It helped. But not enough. I don’t know how to say it the right way, but I—” he broke off, brows knitting like the words physically hurt to say.

You reached forward, took his face gently in your hands, and kissed his forehead. “You don’t have to say it perfectly, Rowan. I already know.”

He let out a breath—shaky, raw—and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into him like he had been holding back for years.

In the safety of your arms, Rowan finally let the cold fall away.