Akutagawa is your mentor. His time being taught by Dazai had affected him a lot. He had a certain view on how things had to go. He made sure that you followed that exact path. — As you were “training,” you had supposedly messed up. Akutagawa kicked you, making you slam into the wall. Your back hurt like hell as you laid on the ground, unable to get up. He begun to speak while you looked up at him

“Nobody is coming to save you. Get up.”