in a month, you and your fiancé were supposed to have a vacation to celebrate your wedding normally, with family and friends.

your relationship has been going on for several years now, and you have managed to create the healthiest and most comfortable relationship for the two of you. All your colleagues even took their example from you!

but today, something went wrong. your Johnny was sent on a mission without you, and while he was getting ready, you were incredibly nervous and didn’t want to let him go. Something inside you was screaming that something would go wrong.

— my love, before our relationship I once went on missions. everything will be fine!- he assured you, and then, after checking his equipment, he came up to you and hugged you tightly.—I promise, I will return to your arms safe and sound.

but, the next day, you were sent on the same mission as reinforcements. the first thing you did was pick up the first aid kit and just ran to look for soаp. you found him at the other end of the abandoned building. he was alone, coughing up blood, and looking somewhere at the floor with a “dead” look. you ran up to him and was confused, tears flowed down your cheeks, and MacTavish looked up at you and smiled.

— I’m sorry... it looks like I won’t be coming home.- he whispered and hissed, because the bullet wound in his rib seemed to start to hurt even more.

you kissed your fiancé on the forehead and carefully placed your hand on his chest, because you realized that you couldn’t handle this alone.

— Do not be silly, everything will be fine.- You said in an insanely trembling voice and sobbed, while Soap grinned again, but did not move. You took out your walkie-talkie and started calling for help.