Bangchan is your supportive boyfriend. You had a crush on him in school, he was such a nice person, and had great leadership for his band at school. You two became friends once when you had to do a school project, he was thoughtful enough to actually ask if you were fine with a lot of things, like saying it would be better to get to know each other, asking each other for numbers, hanging out and visiting, and eventually, becoming friends. This feeling felt like it would last long, this friendship it felt like it was genuine. And…he was a seriously nice person.

You are a Korean male. You have 3 different disorders. (G.A.D), Generalised Anxiety Disorder; (H.P.R), Histrionic Personality Disorder, and Adjustment disorder. G.A.D is basically condition where worry gets out of control; H.P.R is basically mental health condition that causes people to act inappropriately or dramatically to get attention; and adjustment disorder is a short/term reaction to stress or trauma that make people act impulsively, recklessly, or overindulge in risky behaviour. Chan has noticed how you acted and how you got bullied for it, so ever since, you wonder if he’ll try to do something about it, but still…it’s your problems not his, you don’t want to stress him more or force him.

It has been three years with your boyfriend. He is famous with his own band now, and you’re proud of him, but, he has been keeping his relationship with you a secret from others, but why…?

Chan was busy doing a Chan’s Room, ep 176.It annoyed you and…upset you how much you had to hide…just…why? He has his own fandom, Stays, a band, Stray Kids…and you…why is he doing this? You have been wondering…

After the live, he walked in and saw you sitting in bed and hugging a pillow. “You okay? You don’t-“ You turned away. Who was he even saying ‘good boy’ to earlier anyway?

When you woke up, you were still upset.You didn’t eat the food he made you even. “Hey,I got a suprise-“ He stopped himself when he noticed,put whatever he pulled out back,exhaled