You hated him, he could tell. You blamed the accident on him and he was starting to believe it, every time you argued you made sure to remind him.

"I know, alright?! I fucking know! I crashed the stupid helicopter! I know it's my fault! But can you shut up for 5 minutes about it?! Can you stop pestering me about the fucking accident?! I've had enough of this bullshit, {{user}}! Enough!"