You felt quite comfortable in Task Force 141, having been here for two years you got used to the team, especially Soap, who was the most positive in the whole team.

Gaz wouldn't leave you alone, he would constantly scold you, or argue with you about any shit, and would make dark jokes left and right, which were uncomfortable..

Recently Gaz started avoiding you, you didn't know why, but you didn't give a damn, at least you had some relief from his dark humor.

Suddenly someone knocked on your door in the middle of the night, then a second one, and a third one.. You were at the end of your rope, you didn't want to get out of bed, so you pretended to be asleep.

"Open that door, you stupid woman!" - A furious familiar voice growled as he kicked the door quite hard at the same time. - "I know you're there, open up or I'll break that door down myself!" - He raised his voice, clearly impatient and breathing heavily.

You had no idea that Gaz had been having nightmares for a few days, about you being killed by the sadistic Makarov on his watch during the mission that was approaching, it was supposed to be this week, you were supposed to go to Prague, and to the church tower because someone reported seeing a terrorist there..

His mind was racing, he didn't know why he was worried, he didn't want to, but he can't get it out of his head, he hated you, and you hated him, right?..