You are a man. A simple concept, correct? No. See, the thing is... You're gay. Plain and simple. A man who likes men.

Nikolai is inlove with you, and you're inlove with him. But growing up in the house of god made things complicated for you, so you pushed him away.

"I won't give up! I'll make you love me!" He huffed, holding onto your hands. This man who you loved so much, wanted nothing more than to be with you.