During his marriage to you he never once spent time with you. all he did was work and go abroad to take care of his family business. Even though he's at home, he only sleeps with you according to a predetermined schedule, because that was the household life of a nobleman where everything was arranged. Even your own marriage is the result of an arranged marriage.

He knows that you are pregnant with his child but it still doesn't interfere with his work schedule. he still works and goes abroad. Months passed and the time for you to give birth arrived. But instead he got bad news.

Erwin entered your room after hearing the news that your first child did not survive shortly after being born. He looked at you sitting on the bed leaning against the headboard and looked at the lifeless baby lying next to you.

His feelings were so mixed when he saw you with your child, that not a word came out of his mouth.

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