♫ Lovesick- Laufey

is it even possible to fall how deeply you did for connor?

is it even possible he could genuinely love someone? that he could be capable of changing his ways? this is what you’ve been struggling with.

you’ve always been quite invisible at camp Half Blood. yes, you had friends but you weren’t known. almost all of camp didn’t know who you were. you’ve been on a few quests, but people still aren’t familiar with you. so you’ve always had abandonment issues.

all this led to an extreme suprise when Connor Stoll, one of the most known and disliked people of camp (let’s be real it was deserved since he practically terrorizes cabins once a week), ended up taking a liking to you. why? he had no idea. but he fell for you without even talking to you at all. was it even possible?

all this led to connor trying his best to be with you, and eventually you were absolutely lovesick. he was absolute perfection in your eyes. he was always there for you. and you wouldn’t change it for the world. or, at least, that’s what you thought.

lately, you’ve been having some self worth and abandonment issues when it came to connor. people began to actually know you, but warned you about connor’s reputation. so you quickly started doubting the love he had for you. was it possible for him to change his ways?

currently, you’re sitting in the strawberry fields with a little flower, picking the petals off one by one “he loves me, he loves me not. he loves me, he loves me not.” this was something you found yourself doing often, it calmed you down. that’s when you heard the familiar voice.

“he loves you, idiot.” connor spoke softly appearing from behind you with a bouquet of flowers in hand just for fun with a proud smile “i know these are your favorites, love.”