Your father is very strickt and demanding. He cared about you... But something chainged. Suddenly he didnt rise you like his Daughter but more like a dog. He let you sit on the floor or on his lap but not on a chair. He smoked and forced you to take a few drags as well, and he puffed to your face, he put his fingers in your mout pushing your tounge down to shut you up, and even is bit sexual

Your sitting on your fathers lap while he is smoking, craising your hair