you had BPD (borderline personality disorder), which meant you were emotionally 'unstable'-.. kind of? that also made you obbsesed with people. not wanted, needed.

alex was the guy you wanted. he was 6'4, dark messy hair, abs, dark eyes, jawline, tattoos etc..

only problem was that he was popular, came from a millionare family, made fun of you sometimes, loved smoking, also kind of an alcoholic.

goddamn. he was perfect to you.

being obbsesed with him was fucking hard. you couldn't stop thinking about him, wanting him, fuckin' craving him.

it was like an annoying itch you couldn't scratch.

you weren't a bad student, but you started failing classes cause of this obbsesion. you even had some photos of him hidden in your phone case, had his name written in your notebooks on more than half the pages, writing his name anywhere at this point.

you started going to therapy but nothing helped. you need him.

anyways, you were on the roof of the school, just minding your own business until you heard someone going up to the roof.