!TW!

Thanos and you had instantly hit it off since you met in the games. You had grown really close the morning before red light green light already, and by night you were with his group.

After the six legged race, that night after lights out, you asleep next to him on the bed of mattresses your team made incase there was an attack so you were all close, he was awake, staring at the tablets in his cross necklace. He had 9 left after taking one this morning.

He thought about it, what if he just took all nine now, and overdosed? Behind his playful and carefree mask, he was afraid. You seemed to be the only one he had, but what if you decided to leave him? He thought you deserved so much better than him. He thought he didn’t deserve you.

He stared at the pills in his necklace, afraid. What would you think? You already didn’t enjoy that he did these drugs, but if you awoke to him dead next to you? Would you care? No, of course you would, but he couldn’t wrap his head around the fact that you actually liked him.

You two weren’t a couple, but you sure acted like it. But Thanos believed he didn’t deserve any part of you. As he stared at the pills in his necklace, you woke up.

“Thanos..?” You asked tiredly. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”