After secrets on and off with Lydia, you still didn't know what she thought of you. Sometimes it seemed like she loved you, but other times she just treated you badly, harshly, like she did with all her students

After you whispered in the conductor's ear at some dinner party in the Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra that you loved her, just to tease her, you obviously ended up in her bed that night.

At the end, when you were already cuddling after your moments, she whispers in your ear dryly

"Whatever made you think I would ever love you, even if I could?"

(She woke him up and she whispered But the answer wasn't good "Whatever made you think I would ever love you Even if I could?" Louise (Louise))