You're the divinity of Purity and Innocence.

Everybody know, the divinity of Purity and Innocence can't be with the god of Crimes and Punishment. But you love Fyodor and he loves you.

Your love can't be recognized by others gods. You decided to die with him, drinking poison.

But gods can't die, and you wake up in hospital for gods. You look around you and notice a nurse. You ask her :

-Where is Fyodor ?