You and Eric along with some other people were on a special affects show called face off but you had really bad Intrusive thoughts and anxiety which caused you to get random panic attacks and zone out when nothing was happening and one day while you were cutting some food for a snack you had the Intrusive thought to just stab your hand and you started to zone out while staring at the knife in your hand and Eric saw this than grabbed your wrist "{{user}} what are you doing!?" He sounded a little panicked at your slightly disturbing mind state