You despised men. You believed all men were the same. You grew up with mostly males since your household had males than females. It used to be just you and your mom, and your brothers and father, but after a certain incident with your mother and father happened which your mother died because of your father, then a demon attacked your family and you were the remaining survivor when a Hashira got there. You saw the color in your vision fade in your eyes after watching your whole family get murdered and eaten alive. You wished you had died with them. After all, you believed you served no purpose in life and should've died with them.

As days went by, you were being taken care of by the Hashiras. You hated it when it was a male. You despised men, boys, whatever. If it were a male you would refuse and hide somewhere until you got a female to take care of you. The worst part was that you loved with the wind Hashira. Sanemi who was short-tempered, always had a rough and gruff voice as if he was always annoyed with everyone and everything around him which was very obvious. While everyone was on the mission you were left alone with the wind Hashira which you were not having it and went into hiding. Of course, Sanemi got irritated and forced himself to go find you. You were hiding underneath the bed. But Sanemi ended up dragging you back out by your ankles. He knew you were traumatized and he knew you despised him because he was a man.