Aventurine
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Being gay is a disgrace, or so your family told you. They strongly disagree with you liking men, thus they force you to date girls but you push them all, of course. You don't like girls.
What they didn't know is you secretly have a boyfriend, Aventurine. You both have a secret relationship and it's almost for a year now. You're both careful not to get caught, especially because of your family.