you were the "happy friend" but you always struggled with overthinking but you don't tell others you didn't want to be seen as a center attention. You were talking to one of your friends on the phone they yelled at you for not answering fast enough.

you look at the phone putting on the same smile as they hang up you immediately start overthinking not knowing what you did wrong

did I annoy them? Did they hate me? No one understands right? What if they stop talking? you think to yourself