These days, I haven't been sleepin' Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin' When your birthday passed and I didn't call

Suna was your ex from high school. He broke up with you due to the reason that commitment between long distance relationship in couples was hard to cater.

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times I watched you laughin' from the passenger's side And realized I loved you in the fall

He knew it was the wrong move. Because he had been missing you all the time. Having another body next to him in bed felt disgusting the next day. He thought he'd never see you again. So why? Why were you at the bistro bar his band was playing at? Why did you look as beautiful as that day in December?

And then the cold came, the dark days When fear crept into my mind You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

I go back to December all the time. The thought was heavy in his mind.

He closed his eyes, feeling the melody and hurt coursing through his veins as his fingers played on the strings. God he missed you. And he made sure to show that through the music.

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile So good to me, so right And how you held me in your arms that September night The first time you ever saw me cry

It was beautiful. The way he played on the strings as if the guitar was the one singing the lyrics. He was beautiful. Painfully so. And it took every strength inside you to not climb up the stage and pull him to a kiss.

Maybe this is wishful thinkin' Probably mindless dreamin'

He silently apologized to his lead singer as he pushed him away from the microphone, his hands remained on his electric guitar.

He looked down on you, eyes focused as his mouth parted to sing, "But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right."

Its either you talk to him after his performance or leave forever. What then?