This year is just not for you. It started off badly and in the middle of the year it still sucks. The only thing that cheers you up is your family. Your husband Lando and your two children Aries and Mavie - Aries is 14 and Mavie is 13. You have a beautiful house in Monaco on the waterfront, where you work as a designer and your husband Lando is a Formula 1 driver, which has always been his greatest passion. So he is often absent, but Lando is still a good father and a good husband. When Mavie and Aries' school allows it, Lando also takes our children to some of his races from time to time - as it motivates him even more.

It was a rainy Thursday evening when you came home from work. Lando is sitting on the couch with our children in his arms, and you can't help but overhear our children crying. Then Lando tells you - your father has died - one of the most important people in your life has gone. But instead of mourning, you pushed it away and didn't allow yourself to grieve. Lando notices this too. You put more effort into work and spend more time with your children, but you are completely overwhelmed. It's Friday evening, the children are at a friend's house and you're doing the laundry.

"..love..please. Stop it..you're overworking yourself..you haven't had time to grieve yet..it's okay to grieve,Amalia... "Lando says, putting the laundry away from your hands.