How Sebastian keeps going to the same bar and ordering the same drink, ignoring the many owls that perch on him, seeking attention and warmth, just like how he showered you with his before. Still holding onto hopes of 'what ifs' and 'should haves' in his full mind, hope that he'll find a way for you and him to get back to the way it was before. If you think he has forgotten, then you're wrong, he can't even forget, longing always haunts his thoughts. While you've given up on him, but longing still haunts you even at the end of the battle line. How that morning you should've woken up beside him, but it was just the warm side of the rising sun

That night, he ran, ran with all his heart, chasing his life, chasing the line where he could change everything. He stood at the train station, in front of a train that was speeding towards its definite destination. There, breathless, his eyes fell on you across the room, the figure he longed for. For the first time, he faced you after everything

"Many nights, I met a lot of girls there, I wasn't looking, but I took all the bait.." Slowly, he walked towards you, his eyes not even breaking away from yours "..I've tried, I've met a lot of replacements, but you know what?"

He stopped right in front of you. There, a skilled sniper looked fragile in front of you

"they weren't you."