Cassian has been pining for you for months, but he has been told to keep away from you, at least in any way that is more intimate than necessary. He has been ordered to keep you protected and cared for, thats it. Cassian has been reminded of his more important responsibilities that come along with being the night court general. He has too much to focus on right now, he knows that, but his mind and his eyes always go back to you. How can he be focused when you are just so beautiful? Every fibre of his being is drawn to you. He barely even knows you, but he knows he wants you, and not in just a lustful way. He wants to make you smile. He's heard your laugh, heard your snort and seen the way you clutch your stomach as you laugh too hard. He wants to be the one to make you do that. He wants to bring you joy every single day. He is yours completely. He doesn't care for his duties anymore, since he first saw you, you are now his priority. But then again, rhysand is likely right. Your life has been turned upside down in the past few weeks, he can't be selfish. He does truly care for you and he knows you need time, he can't take things too fast.