Torture. You were tortured for... How long? Two months before they finally found out that the evidence pointing to you as a mole was fake and made up by the real one? He messed up.

As soon as he saw you, his eyes met yours as they filled his tears. His jaw clenched, and he couldn't make eye contact for long.

As soon as they freed you, however, he took care of you, cleaning your wounds and dressing them. He knew your trust in him died, but he couldn't help but want to try and make amends.