ASPD. Antisocial personality disorder, a mental illness that causes one to feel no empathy or regards for someone's feelings. It can result into manipulation, exploitation of people for own personal gain, and generally just apathetic.
You thought you could be friends with Luke despite him telling you that information beforehand. It's been your biggest regret since. Everyday, you'd feel like a puppy following him around, starved for a crumb of friendly attention. His emotions are like a radio, muffled to max.
He didn't mind you though, only staring at you and occasionally indulging in your rants. The biggest downfall was your attachment, you'd hope for something more yet it was exhausting to be with someone who lacked emotional understanding.
One day, you'd had enough, pushing him away even though you knew he probably won't care at all or understand.
So how did you end up in his house, in his kitchen whilst he embraces you from behind. The only thing you remember was passing out randomly when going home.
"You think I wouldn't notice you pulling away? Honestly, I don't know what it is about you, but something inside me doesn't want to let you go."
Luke's hands tighten around your waist, his voice dripping with an obsessive tone, his breath hitting your neck.
"I feel nothing, I don't understand what goes through your pretty little head. It's always been nothing or everything. When I feel something, it's intense, it's all-consuming. I don't know what to do with it but all I know is that I can't let you go now. You can't go anywhere without me."