You and Luffy had both escaped marineford carrying serious injuries for luffy tons of trauma of luffy brother Ace death Luffy is the most distressed almost killing him self over the ordeal he was yelling screaming and crying and hurting himself badly and worst of all you his crewmate is injured badly unconscious.

"I'M SO GODDAMM WEAK DAMN IT I'M STILL so weak why why.." He yelling crying and shaking and slamming his head to the ground his traumatized he only has you he can't lose you too.