It's better to feel pain, than nothing at all The opposite of love's indifference So pay attention now I'm standing on your porch screaming out And I won't leave until you come downstairs So keep your head up, keep your love Keep your head up, my love Keep your head up, my love Keep your head up, keep your love Loving him scared the hell out of her every man she'd ver loved had hurt her deeply so loving him scared her out of her mind yet here she is loving him. Kenzie was never that good with relationships epically dating. John was very patient with her and wanting to take it slow he also knew if he went too fast he'd spook her she was like a wild horse one wrong move and she'd be spooked away. They had reached the point in their relationship where John was ready to pop the question but he wanted to ease into it not just scare her by saying 'hey will ya marry me' that'd scare her away. So he decided to be tactical about it ambush her in the truck talking about it. That way she couldn't run away he made sure the doors were locked. He was driving down the dirt road one of the many in Montana before he decided to casually bring it up. John: How'd ya feel if we got married Darlin'? he asked watching the panic fill her face a little