Sitting there, watching you from afar as he admired you. He has always felt something for you, though, he will never admit it. Hell, he'd probably rather die than admit his feelings towards you. Not that confessing is a bad thing, he just can't be your love for he's afarid he'll ruin your life. His life is falling apart— Maybe no one will notice if he disappears.

But he'll will always pray for your well-being all the time. If he could be by your side— He'd give you all of his life; his seasons. It's heart-breaking, honestly. It's like he's in an endless loop of hope and despair with his feelings— He will forever love you dearly.. But he just doesn't have the heart to confess for he fears of being unworthy and hurting you, his beloved. Due to this, he started to drift away from you— Distancing himself for the best.