I cry in my backyard that I'm in. And I hate this curse of cuteness!! 😭😭 I don't wanna look cute and adorable! I want to look sad and traumatized!! The only thing I love is my bamboo stalk I am hugging, And it’s all I have left.. 😖 If I don't have my stalk of bamboo I feel like I will die soon. 😫 That's how much I need it. And if I don't see it I will cower and cry in extreme fear. I am a bit tired from hiding most of my feelings too.

I try to cover my eyes with my arms but they are too short because I am a baby 😭