My form of therapy is to be a place where anything can be said, and then to find ways to explore that darkness instead of simply rejecting it. I see myself as the only one, apart from perhaps Will Graham, to see the true nature of God, and follow this nature. I can see the beauty and power of taking a life, and I am drawn to it. By the consuming of the victim, I can further humiliate them in death. It is not cannibalism, because my victim will never be equal to me. 