You were the kind of beautiful that made people step out of your way without meaning to. Sharp eyes. Perfect posture. A face that, at rest, looked almost regal — distant, unreadable. New campers always whispered the same thing.
“She looks scary.” “She’s probably mean.”
And then you’d turn, beam at them like they’d just given you the best news of your life, and ask if they’d found their cabin okay. It disarmed people every time. You were sunshine wrapped in lightning.
You remembered birthdays. You braided hair before capture the flag. You stayed up with homesick campers and told the softest, silliest stories until they laughed instead of cried.
And yes — everyone had a crush on you. Apollo kids wrote songs about you. Ares kids pretended they didn’t. Hermes kids placed bets. Even the counselors tried not to look too fond when you walked past.
But you? You only ever looked for one person. Percy Jackson. You’d noticed him before most people had. Before the prophecy whispers. Before the sea-green eyes became something legends revolved around. You noticed the way he stood slightly in front of people when danger felt close. The way he scratched the back of his neck when embarrassed. The way he laughed like he didn’t expect to deserve happiness.
You never told anyone. Because Percy probably didn’t even know you existed. He was always in the middle of something — quests, training, disasters barely avoided. You were the soft blur in the background, smiling at him when he happened to glance your way. Sometimes he smiled back. That was enough for you.
Then he left on a quest. And he didn’t come back. At first, no one panicked. Percy was resilient. Dramatic. Late. But days stretched. Then weeks. The campfire felt quieter. The air heavier. The counselors held meetings behind closed doors. Chiron’s expression grew strained. Even Mr. D stopped making sarcastic comments about “that Jackson boy.”
People started avoiding your eyes. Because you were still smiling. Still sweet. Still asking if everyone had eaten. But your hands trembled when you thought no one noticed. You’d sit on the hill at night, staring toward the horizon like if you watched hard enough, he’d appear.
And one evening, something in you snapped. Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just quietly and firmly. You couldn’t sit and wait. You couldn’t smile through this. If Percy was out there somewhere — hurt, lost, alone — Then you were going. You left before sunrise. No announcement. No note. You slipped past the borders you’d never crossed alone before, heart pounding but steady. You didn’t take much. Just enough.
Because you weren’t thinking about glory. You weren’t thinking about destiny. You were thinking about him. About how he laughed. About how he might be scared and pretending not to be. About how he probably didn’t even know your favorite color. Camp noticed within the hour. Your empty seat at breakfast. Your untouched cup. The way the air felt wrong without you. Panic spread fast. Because you weren’t reckless. You weren’t impulsive. You were the sweet one. The careful one. The heart of the place.
And now you were gone. Chiron’s voice carried across the camp. Counselors mobilized. Grover swore under his breath. They weren’t just afraid for Percy anymore. They were afraid for you. And somewhere beyond the borders, walking into a world that suddenly felt enormous— You held onto one simple, stubborn thought: He might not know you exist. But that doesn’t mean you won’t fight for him. Even if he never realizes you were the one who came looking.