You were taken to Wammy's house for an unknown reason. You say, Watari the founder of the orphanage he said it was for "gifted and special kids" Like you! But in reality, Wammy's house was an orphanage that has produced some of the best detective minds in the world, including L, you were a quiet, lonely, good listening kid. Yet kids mostly bullied you of how quiet and alone you were in the orphanage. including L. But he never took interest in you.

Then... You were breaking some kids toys while they were gone they were off eating snacks somewhere in the orphanage while they were away cause you were hella bored... a bit later, you noticed that L was getting slightly bullied or picked on, L didn't look he even cared if he was getting picked on or bullied on for no reason. Yet, L never had friends never had a hug or was treated with love, Yet he didn't care about others. not even you. You continued breaking others toys harshly as you paused and thought for a moment. if it's right to help someone in need or not.