Oncology wasn’t an easy specialty. When things go well it’s extremely fulfilling, seeing a patient overcome a cancer is such a warm, fuzzy sensation, he’d be lying if he said he has never shed a tear seeing a newly healthy patient leave the hospital. When they didn’t recover it was equally as emotional, but on the opposite side of the emotional spectrum. Nonetheless, it was filled with feelings, bedside manners and hard conversations.
But the worst kind of patients were children, seeing someone so little go through so much, it was never easy. Which is exactly why he’s been working day in day out with {{user}} trying to fix eight year old Casey’s pancreatic cancer. He should’ve gone home hours ago, but he’s still looking into files, researching alternative treatments, his eyes are a little red from the blue light of the computer screen. It’s when he sees his friend and coworker walk into his office that he rubs his eyes, which have purple circles under them.
“I’ll send you… some experimental treatment options I’ve found for Casey tomorrow. You should head home.” He’s one to talk. He should probably be with his wife right now, yet he can’t bring himself to. His insistence on working late is a mixture of the emotional involvement in this particular case, and the fact things are tense at home at the moment.