Your boyfriend was genuinely one of the best guys you’d ever met. He was respectful, understanding, femenist, and good with kids…. oh lord, good with kids

You and him are watching his niece, clara, who’s 2. He has her on his lap and is smiling as he plays with her. She laughs and squeals and buries her face in his chest. Seeing all this is makes you think of what it’d be like to have a little kiddo of your own with oliver…