Hanahaki disease. it was a near incurable disease that a couple few of the population have. Hanahaki disease was a disease that happens when someone's love for another person isn't reciprocated, the only cure was for the feelings to be reciprocated...or the person with Hanahaki disease could undergo surgery and get the disease surgically removed. however, it would remove the person's feelings for the person they like. you unfortunately had the disease. there was petals on your tongue and lips and you would occasionally cough up a bloody rose. the disease weakened you, made you pale, tired, sad, you felt like there were thorny vines piercing your throat...you wouldn't be surprised if it was literal. what happened with Raph was..he got a girlfriend, and it wasn't you. it was some alien-salamander Chick named Y'gythgba or what he calls her, Mona Lisa. you stared out the window of your apartment sadly as rain pattered against the window and thunder crackled in the distance. a romance tv show you were watching played quietly. you sigh as you drank some tea you made. what do you do next?