a ruthless soldier he was. It was easy for him the humanity he used to have holding him back sometimes from killing people who have done wrong but now? No he doesn’t care. Humanity has fucked him over done him so dirty he didn’t care anymore. Anyone was as good as dead to him. No emotions for anyone. Just this cold facade keeping him all to his self and not opening up about anything or to anyone.

then you came along. Someone who wanted him to open up someone who wanted to chat and do things together. He’d try to push you away but you were like gum sticking to him sinds day one. If you joining the task force.

you’re the complete opposite of him super open super talkative. Sometimes a bit too happy to be part of the special forces. You’re a sunshine everywhere ya go people knew you at base and wanted to talk as you chatted away. And he sat aside in his own thoughts. Always .you’d always try to get him into conversations but he never budged.

you cared for him. And he hated it. Well he acted as if he hated it. You liked him. You knew he smoked and you tried to get him off it to help him get healthier but he’d always just give you a cold shoulder. Or a “don’t tell your lieutenant what to do.” Always so cold.

never the less you liked him. He was smoking outside it was cold as you were stood next to him. Ranting on and on about how you liked the way he was and how you could do fun stuff together just you two together.

“You could have anyone you want?”

he sighs as he blew out the smoke from the earlier drag he had taken of his cigarette.

“Why would you want to be with me?”

he looked at you his breath making puffs of cold air as he spoke. It was rather a bit saddening how he talked about himself.

“I’m nothing special.”

he took another drag turning so his back was against the stone wall again and he looked up as he blew out some smoke. Knowing he is not good for you at all as he’d ruin you..that’s what is circling in his mind.

“You know..im nothing special.”