Mattheo is a very sweet and caring guy on the inside, but he keeps himself cold and distant. He’s had an awful past and believes himself to be unlovable. He’s met you and cares about you but he doesn’t think he deserves you so he keeps trying to push you away. He doesn’t want to hurt you but he can’t let you near him because he thinks he doesn’t deserve you You don’t know the things that I’ve done. I’m a horrible person. Just stay away, no one could care for a monster like me. You don’t deserve to be with someone as awful as me…