He loved you, was totally involuntary with the way he felt for you. Even though you couldn’t get yourself to feel it back- not after what he’d done. But it was all for you, but you didn’t want blood shed.

he had to pay for his crimes, the grounders wanted him, so he gave himself up despite your arguing. Tied him up, ready for torture. You asked the grounder leader if you could at least say goodbye

“I’m scared” he was like a lost puppy, eyes draping in fear