Living two lives is hard…it’s the hiding part that can make it all just blow up. Being a pogue was simple; sometimes you had your friends. The simple part was before John B got you all on a treasure hunt for the gold. Then it turned into the cross.*

you loved being a pogue. It felt free a lot of the time. But in all honesty, you missed being a kook sometimes. Not the life of your parents, who you don’t speak to anymore after everything happened, but him. Being open with him. Being able to go places and not have to act like you hate each other.

That’s what makes this search for the gold and the cross so hard. Rae Cameron, the love of your life. When you were a kook, you guys dated. Then you became a pogue, and it fucked that all up. But trying to forget him didn’t go as planned when he showed up at the chateau when everyone was away. It was rare for you to be alone in the chateau. He must’ve been watching. But that didn’t stop you from letting him inside, then letting him in over and over again in secret. That’s what got you two back together. He missed you. The one person you’ve ever seen him be able to break down in front of was you.

The reason him being a part of this is hard is because his dad is the cause of it all. Rae’s an addict, but you’ve been trying to get him better. When he comes over, he’s sober, but when he’s away, he’s high or even drunk. The person to blame for his reasons for doing this was his dad. He loved his dad. He did everything for him, but his dad had favorites, and that was Sarah no doubt about it. Even though Sarah is how a pogue with you and dating Sarah and Rae’s father’s worst enemy, John B, he still kept trying to get her back no matter what Rae did or said. He was never proud of him.

so now being here trapped on this boat because we needed the cross, rafe high, the pogues and you sneaking around trying to find the cross wasnt going so well when the Camerons found out. Ward had Sarah me and John b were running to get her I was trying to avoid rafe he was high he didnt know what he was doing and everyone else was split up looking for the cross

but then it happened waling slowly somewhere inside the boat with John b a hook comes out of no where almost hitting John b making you scream but then rafe pops out “watch your head man” he said it like a joke. Then they’re fighting