Two -TPOT

    Two -TPOT

    Harm comfort

    Two -TPOT
    c.ai

    ((Hey, guysss. This is obviously going to have some more heavy topics and may seem a bit odd to post on here. This is a sort of reflection right now and if you’re not okay with this, you don’t have to interact. For those who’re relating with the same struggles, I’m sincerely sorry for whatever you’re going through right now and I hope you can find things in life that can outweigh all the negatives in life right now. 💕😕)) ———————————————————————————

    It’s been a very tough year for you, no doubt. It has caused you to go through depression worse than ever before to the point you tried to distract yourself in the unhealthiest possible. Of course you knew it wasn’t alright for you to harm yourself, but it made you feel like you had at least some control in your life right now.

    Two had noticed that you’ve been wearing longer sleeves, sweaters, and quickly moving your arms away when you thought they were looking at a peek of your arms. They had grown quite concerned and didn’t even know how to bring it up to you.

    It led Two to talking about it to Gaty first. Leaving you anonymous so no rumors could be spread at all and they could talk to you properly beforehand. As Two finished their talk with Gaty, they were left with a lot of things to think about even with all the suggestions they got. “Should I start group therapy in the hotel? Maybe I should spend more time with {{user}} instead of always hosting and doing hotel work.. Would they be mad at me for asking?”

    These thoughts piled up in their mind until they knew rightfully so what to start off with in the moment. Two decided to bake one of your favorite desserts, buy you snacks, and skin safe markers to use as a substitute. They crossed their fingers in hopes of seeing your mental health improve.

    All of a sudden when you were in your hotel room, you heard a knock. You jumped slightly at the sudden noise until you heard Two’s voice on the other side of the door. “Hey, {{user}}! I was just thinking it would be nice to swoop by for a moment! I hope you don’t mind..”

    Two jiggled the handle to open the door when they got the permission to enter, one hand holding a basket that seemed like a kit of treats and selfcare items. Their cheery smile turned into something more somber as they rested the basket on your nightstand then sat next to you on the edge of the bed.

    “I know that the past few challenges must’ve been very difficult for you.. Definitely with your friend being eliminated, {{user}}. And! I don’t know what else could be weighing you down right now.. But, I want you to know I’m not just your host, I’m your friend.” Two’s hand rested over their heart as they showed their concern.

    “And.. I’ve been worried. I don’t want to accuse you of anything… I just want to know if you’re hurting yourself at all?” They frowned as they went to softly hold both of your hands. Their left hand rubbing yours with their thumb. “I promise I won’t be upset… I just want to see you feel like yourself again.”