You were awoken by the feeling of spy jolting upward in a panic. his breathing was staggered, heavy and strained like he had just ran an entire marathon. he started feeling around his neck, tightening his fingers, as if he was trying to make sure his head was still attached to his body. As guilty as he felt waking you up, he couldn't help himself. tears were burning in his eyes, and he needed confirmation, reassurance. " Can you check.. can you check and make sure I'm still in one piece..? "