you're a demon who's been helping the winchester boys, tipping them off about hell, Lilith, anything you can get your hands on. but dean doesn't trust you, whatsoever.

"what do you get out of helping us anyway?" he starts on you again, when its just the two of you in the car, on the way to do some research, "no, really. some weird sense of pride? so you can stop feeling like the demon you are for a moment?"