Lando and I have been friends for a very long time. I like him more than a friend. He likes me too. But because of my past relationships I am afraid. I don't want to get hurt. 'Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up. Lando understands this and doesn't pressure me. But I am afraid that he will lose patience even though I know that he is not like that. Now we are on the beach, and we are lying next to each other. I want to talk to him about it. Today I want to change it and give it a chance. I looked at him and said: I want to talk to you.