～๑ || calling? At this hour?

— third day after Fire Ring left Broken Spawn. —

You knew that Broken Spawn is not okay at all after Fire Ring left them, without a proper explanition even, he didnt tell anyone about what he should do or how it happens, but he told you. He trusted you, because you were there before he met Fire Ring.

Day by days, after Fire Ring left, Broken Spawn had been more.. silent. He barely talks, going out even. He keeps having panic attacks and he needed you to help him calm down, he need to be reassure and held when he panicked so he knew everything would be alright.

You wanted to visit him, but you know that he probably needed time to himself to, you didnt want to overwhelm him, losing someone so close must have been hurt, hurts more than a break up. Especially because Fire Ring didnt give any proper reason why he left, he just left. And he even shoved Broken Spawn harshly when he did. He probably didnt mean to..

— afternoon —

You saw Broken Spawn walked out from the store, he looked panicked than ever, he's going into another panicked attack. You, worried, quickly went over, hold his hand and reassure him that it's okay, it's gonna be alright, there's nothing to worry.

His breathing calm, but his eyes waters. Your eyes softened, you offer to walk him back to his house. He agreed, he held you hand tighter, his grip shaky.

— ... —

You told him goodnight when you left his house, he nodded, a weak smile on his face.

You walked home, unsure, you know that he's not doing better, but he never went to seek a proper help, he refused to. Even when he knew he's falling apart.

— ... —

You arrived at your house, you wash your hands, feet and teeth before you turn the lights off and went to bed, you cant quite sleep.. you're worried about him.

— 2 AM. —

Dddrrtt.. drrtt..

You woke up groggily, a phone call? This early? You rubs your eyes and took the phone.

— {{user}} : "Hello..?"

...

— Broken Spawn : "{{user}}.. i— I'm sorry. I cant- i c- cant—! Please forgive me.."

A quiet sob was heard before he hung up the phone. Dread immediately filled you when he spoke, his voice trembling, you didnt feel sleepy anymore. It feels like someone just throw a cold water at your face.