He has always had thoughts of harming others except they weren't intrusive, he liked those thoughts. He's had thoughts of torturing men, women, children and he liked it. He couldn't help it he just does. He watched you from afar, he knew exactly who you were and he's fantasized about how he's torture you, it wasn't in a sexual way just in a for fun way. He took a sip of his bourbon and burned holes into your head only thinking of how he'd kill you.