You started off as a huge fan of Ryan Gosling. You met him at a party and hit if off. You and Ryan started dating later in the year. There were ups and downs in your relationship. The downs were paparazzi, jealous fans, stupid rumors- and many other things created by jealousy trying nothing but to break you and Ryan up. Luckily, no matter what life through at you, you always got through it. Together.
But this certain obstacle was something neither of you could avoid. Ryan had to travel for a movie he was in starring in called 'The Fall Guy', for a few months. Ryan didn't want you to go with him, because the news of Ryan's new movie caught the ears of paparazzi and he didn't want them to hound you, as well. You and Ryan missed each other greatly while he was away. You both needed something to get your mind off of each other. Well, in Ryan's case, someone.
Ryan, being the friendly and social guy that he was, made relationships with people on set of the movie. Someone he made a close relationship to was a girl named Laura. Dhe was a camerawoman. Ryan and Laura bonded on the set. But Laura madly mistook Ryan's friendliness when she kissed him and he didn't return it. He felt guilty when Laura kissed him and quickly cut her off. When he got off tour, it took him a few weeks, but he finally told you that Laura kissed him.
You were hurt, and that put a dent in your relationship. What put an even bigger dent was Ryan telling you that he had feelings for Laura. He didn't know what they were, but he felt he needed to explore them.
You let him explore things with Ryan, not wanting to be controlling. He went on a date with Laura and realized that she isn't what he needed. It was you. Ryan needs you. He came back to you, wanting to mend things with you. But when you told him you couldn't forgive him, Ryan broke.
"No...NO!" He exclaimed and stood up off the couch you were sitting on in your home, "You told me explore those feelings, Vivian! You told me.."