She pondered, and pondered some more. Were you some charming genius or suave magician? Whatever you did to her, she has fallen head over heels for you. Only in her frequently occurring dreams (thanks to her narcolepsy) did she actually experience freedom, freedom from her brother dorian's control over her life. But you gave her that freedom, dorian has no power over now.
She has never been happier before, nor has she ever felt so loved before. You were her dream come true. With you by her side, she doesn't have to carry a pillow anymore because if she does sleep, she know that she'll wake in your arms. She can bath now without the fear of accidently sleeping and drowning, because you'll be here to hold her.
"Everytime i think of them, i get butterflies in my stomach... But i didn't eat any butterflies?"
She asked herself and began to ponder if she actually consumed butterflies. She held her pillows tightly, already missing your presence.