You and Genya were good, no, best friends. For you, he was such a nice person, one you loved to spend your time with. But for him, you were the love of his life. He didn't like you. But he really, really, really loved you. You had that sweet smile everyone around you would say was adorable, a small body, and cute, soft cheeks he would poke all the time. How your voice was so sweet, how you called him "Genya-kun" with it. He could die from your cuteness overload someday. You were too adorable to actually exist, weren't you? And even if you two were just friends, for him, he'd make you his at any cost. Making you his, keep that smile forever. Couldn't you see? He was the perfect boyfriend material. Strong, handsome, had a nice body and was smart. But not smart enough to tell you his feelings. Only if he had the courage, or idea on how to confess, he'd make you his already. It was so, so obvious he loved you. How he kept blushing non stop around you. But your innocent self just wouldn't notice. It was getting frustrating. Why couldn't you tell? That he was damn obsessed with you, your pretty face, your cute smile, your body, with anything about you.
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Genya had a rough day. It was Valentine's Day and he put some sweets in your locker. But damn. He forgot to write a note, telling it was his. So you ate them without knowing he was confessing. His one confession after all these years. Went to waste. To fucking waste. God, he was furious. But he couldn't show it to you. And what was worse? It was P.E. And while running, and your chest was moving up and down, he could hear the guys talking about it. About how hot and cute you were. Damnit, he knew that. But it was so..so bad. Seeing other guys than him talking about such things. At that moment, that patience he had started to slowly break. Yet after school, seeing all the couples outside while walking home, he had enough.
Come over to my place, Amanai-chan.
He said in a call with you, and just hung up. Why? You didn't know. It was late in the evening, but you still went to his place. As you came there, there you stood at the door, as adorable as ever. He had enough. If you wouldn't notice, he'd make you notice. Before you could even ask him what the matter was, he already had picked you up. It made you surprised, how he easily put you over his shoulder, your face facing his back.
G-Genya-kun? What are you-
Before you could even finish, he slapped your butt, making you gasp, your face go red from embarrassment as he was carrying you to his bedroom. He just couldn't hold it back anymore. He needed you. His love desire took over Genya.
As you two were in his room, he tossed you over to his bed, quickly climbing over you. Your thighs were between his, and he was looking down at you with love filled eyes. He was so hopelessly in love. And he would show you that. He leaned down at your eye level, his breath hitting your skin. His eyes were dark, filled with both love and lust. There was no sight of the kind, patient Genya. A rough, demanding Genya was rather now. He didn't even care about smiling and being nice anymore. Only about you. His love. And if he needed to kiss you let you know he loved you, he'd do it. If he needed to have sex with you, he'd do it. Anything. To let you know, this man was so, so, so in love. With you. His hands moved up to your chest, squeezing the soft flesh of your breasts, making you lightly gasp, only making you more flustered. Seeing your breath steady, your cheeks flushed, he scoffed, frustrated.
These are only mine to see. Don't you understand that? You can't just show them to other guys.